2020s, 21st century, 6 year old, 6 year old girl, abandoned apartment, abandoned apartment complex, abusive woman, accordion, adoptive mother adopted daughter relationship, airplane, airplane bathroom, airport, alcohol, annoying neighbor, apology, applause, asking for forgiveness, audience, audience wears costumes, audition, backstage, battery powered toothbrush, being followed, berlin germany, berlin philharmonic orchestra, binoculars, birth country, boat, bolting upright from a nightmare, book, brothel, brother sister relationship, brushing one's hair, brushing one's teeth, bullying, cafe, camera, candle, caregiver, celebrity life, cell phone, cellist, cello, character name as title, character name in title, childhood home, chiming bell, chronic pain, clarinet, clarinet player, class, classical music, coffee, composer, composer as protagonist, computer, concert hall, conductor, conversation, cosplayer, costume, cruelty, crying woman, death of daughter, death of mother, demonstration, discovery, doctor, doctor's visit, dream sequence, driver, dying mother, e mail, earphones, eating, ego, electoral conclave, embarrassment, emotionally unstable woman, entrepreneurship, ethnography, exclusion, facial wound, fail, fall from grace, falling on steps, fanfare, father daughter relationship, favoritism, fear, female cellist, female composer, female concertmaster, female female embrace, female female kiss, female frontal nudity, female full frontal nudity, female music conductor, female musician, female nudity, female protagonist, female rear nudity, female stalker, feminism, fetish, fidelity, fired from a job, first violinist, fishbowl, fixation, flirting, flowers, following someone, food, french horn, french language spoken, gender, gender bias, german, german language spoken, germany, gift basket, graffiti, guest teacher, gym, hairy bush, handbag, handbag as gift, handshake, harp, heart condition, heart flutter, heartbeat, heavy breathing, hiding behind a curtain, hotel, humility, hypocrisy, icaro, imitating a gunshot, in medias res, inevitability, infidelity, insomnia, inspiration, integrity, interview, intrigue, jealousy, jet lag, jew, jogging, juilliard school, kavanah, keys, knocking on a door, labor contract, lawsuit, lawyer, legal deposition, lesbian character, letter of recommendation, lgbt, lie, lighting a candle, listening to a radio, long take, looking at oneself in a mirror, looking out a window, losing family, love, lunch, maestro, magnitude, man wears eyeglasses, mandarin language spoken, manhattan new york city, manuscript, marriage, massage, massage parlor, masseuse, medal, mental breakdown, mentor protege relationship, menu, metronome, microphone, mirror, misogamy, misogyny, missing newspaper, mother daughter embrace, mother daughter relationship, mother drops off her daughter at school, motorboat, motorcycle, music audition, music composition, music conductor, music conservatory, music fellowship, music residency, music stand, music student, musician as protagonist, musicology, name calling, narcissism, near car accident, neighbor, neighbor neighbor relationship, new york city, new york philharmonic orchestra, new york post the newspaper, newspaper article, newsstand, nightmare, nightmare sequence, nostalgia, obliteration, obsequiousness, octet the musical group, old man, one word title, opening a window, orchestra, orchestra conductor, orchestra leader, out of tune piano, pain, pangender person, panoan language spoken, performance, performance score, personal assistant, photograph on a computer, photographer, pianist, piano, pile driver, pills, playing cello, playing piano, podium, posing for a photograph, prayer, prescription, prime number, prologue, promise, protest, psychiatric medication, punching bag, quitting a job, rain, rating sheet, reading a book, rearview mirror, reckless driving, recording a live orchestra, recording session, reference to adolf hitler, reference to albert schweitzer, reference to all things considered the npr radio program, reference to alma mahler, reference to andrew lloyd webber, reference to anna thorvaldsdottir, reference to antonia brico, reference to arthur schopenhauer, reference to audrey hepburn, reference to caroline shaw, reference to charles dutoit, reference to charles ives, reference to clara zetkin, reference to claudio abbado, reference to covid 19, reference to daniel barenboim, reference to edgard varese, reference to edward elgar, reference to frederic chopin, reference to friedrich ruckert, reference to glenn gould, reference to gustav mahler, reference to herbert von karajan, reference to hildur guonadottir, reference to igor stravinsky, reference to jacqueline du pre, reference to james levine, reference to jean baptiste lully, reference to jennifer higdon, reference to jerry goldsmith, reference to joann falletta, reference to johann sebastian bach, reference to julia wolfe, reference to laurence equilbey, reference to leonard bernstein, reference to luchino visconti, reference to ludwig van beethoven, reference to marin alsop, reference to marlon brando, reference to max bruch, reference to mel brooks, reference to michael tilson thomas, reference to nadia boulanger, reference to napoleon bonaparte, reference to nathalie stutzmann, reference to rene redzepi, reference to richard rodgers, reference to robert kennedy, reference to sarah chang, reference to vasily kalinnikov, reference to walter gropius, reference to wikipedia, reference to wilhelm furtwangler, reference to wolfgang amadeus mozart, reference to youtube, reference to zaatari jordan, rehearsal, religion, restaurant, return home, reverse order opening credits, river, russian woman, screaming, screaming woman, secret language, selfishness, selling an apartment, sense of time, sexuality, shaking knees, shashlik, shouting, shower, singer, singing, sleeplessness, song, southeast asia, sparring, stairway, staten island new york city, street life, stretcher, student walks out of a class, stuffed animal toy, subtitled scene, suicide, suicide note, suicide of daughter, suitcase, sustained humming tone, swimming, tagalog language spoken, tailor, taking a pill, takng a video with a cell phone, talking, taxi, taxi driver, teacher student relationship, tearing a page from a book, tearing down a poster, teddy bear, telephone, telephone call, telling a joke, teshuvah, text message, texting a video, thai language spoken, toilet, toilet stall, tolling bell, toy, transformation, trespassing, tripping and falling, trombone, trumpet, trumpet player, umbrella, uncle niece relationship, urination, veal, video recording, video recording a live orchestra, violin, violinist, voice over biographical notes, vomiting, voting, voucher, watching a video, watching a video on a computer, waterfall, whispering, wife wife relationship, wine, woman hits a man, woman in a shower, woman jogs, woman kicks a man, woman undresses, woman vomits, woman washes herself, woman wears a baseball cap, woman wears a bathrobe, woman wears a sleep mask, woman wears a tuxedo, women's bathroom, woods, writer, writer producer director, year 2022